1.IdealsEveryone has ideals, so do I.. mine just happens to be on the strong side, which is good at times cos it lets me know what I really want and aim for it and take nothing less. But at the same time, it can be such a pain because like every other human being.. I get sidetracked and distracted by feelings that I can't neccessarily control.. When this happens.. its a bugger, especially to me only because my Ideals are a very big part of my life... when I finally realise that I'm not actually doing the things in my Ideals, it may just be a lil too late...its so grr. But so far.. nothing major has happened..
Good thing is...I don't regret it.. cos I believe that everything happens for a reason. I live the moment, bugger the past, life's too short and meaningless to live in the past...
2. Dating and the lines and boundaries that it involvesFirst off, I'm such a "Noob" at this..Even I can't really believe it myself.. I'm 18 for goodness sake. Just how unproductive I am in this very important area (according to my ideals:P) is pathetic. But thinking back, it has a lot to do with having a crush on ONE person for years..whom of course, i'm extremely delighted to say that i'm over him. *cue in the fireworks* Yes sometimes my "endangered" loyal quality-as pointed out by a wise mexican boy I know of :P--get in the way. So yeah sometimes good qualities could be badddd. And on terms of lines and boundaries.. I don't really think I do have set ones..not as in I'd allow anyone to touch me anywhere.. I meant more like it really depends on who.. and my comfort level on the person.. but then again.. I have only allowed one person to hold my hands.. so i can't compare..boo hoo? Just call me ignorant in this..
3. On DT Projects..I'm meant to be designing this Dog Tag thing for the Charity, and this woman I've met is interested and plans to actually use it and sell them in starbucks next year..BUTTTT.. She hasn't been returning my messages...for weeks.. and I really cannot afford to redo the project..only because I'd diee..and projects are my easiest thing to score!! The projects in DT are my flair because its the creative bit.. and the theory bits are DEAD boring..only because I dont care about how plastic bottles are made..:P Main thing is.. if I'm lucky.. that'd be my first design mass produced and sold to the public.. weeee!! oh and if it does.. buy some.. ahaha
4. Uni ApplicationsBecause I'm applying for Design colleges... I need a portfolio done nicely.. which i must admit.. isnt going as well as i hoped.. but I WILL DO IT.. So the question now is - Is UK where I really wanna go? should I apply to Aus too? US? I mean I did want to go to the Laguna college of A &D..because it was next to a beach.. so I can surf.. BUT it was also mainly influenced by the reality series on MTV, whihc I think isnt a very smart way of choosing a college.. but oh wellll... most likely i'd end up in the US in Parson's for Masters anyway.. :D I <3 NY!!!
5. And finally.. the food poisoning..tummy bug...Yeah I had food poisoning two days ago... and I'm still having aches as i'm typing.. so That too affected my sleep.. other than that..yeah thats it..
That's it for day two of the year...
XOXOX
Ann
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